{"id":1307,"date":"2007-12-14T06:47:46","date_gmt":"2007-12-14T11:47:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ironwil.net\/writings\/2007\/12\/14\/twists-of-life\/"},"modified":"2007-12-14T06:47:46","modified_gmt":"2007-12-14T11:47:46","slug":"twists-of-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/2007\/12\/twists-of-life\/","title":{"rendered":"Twists of Life"},"content":{"rendered":"

I look out my window at mountains far away –
\nthey look like mounds of green misshapen clay.
\nThey remind me of a home left behind –
\nsomething I don’t care to find.
\nYet, overseas someone’s waitin” for me,
\nI consider her the woman of my dreams;
\nbut reality, so far away, it seems.<\/p>\n

I yearn for her when depression sets in,
\nI want her, the many ways a man should;
\nexcept it feels like a sin.
\nI look at the other women & just see their bodies –
\nI don’t know how their heart & soul is written.
\nMy woman has always been my goal –
\nto please, tease, & love her.<\/p>\n

It runs so deep, when were together –
\nI could be part of her.
\nI love her to much to express
\nit in words.
\nI’d love to give into the world &
\ncarnal desire;
\nbut up bringing & control, prevent our
\nmaking love.<\/p>\n

The thing that’s binding for
\ncouples & lovers –
\n“Woman I’m only a man & I’ll do the
\nbest that I can;”
\nbut forgive the instant
\nurges & wild ideas…<\/p>\n

’cause I’ve been, gone from you too
\nlong & it drives me wild;
\nto be so close & restrain
\nmyself from you.<\/p>\n

Your portrayal of self & the natural you,
\nIntrigue me to want to have you.
\nIn my world it’s only wrong –
\nto want, for a woman, & long.
\nYour femininity
\njust totally captures me.<\/p>\n

“…” Scorpions.
\nwil becker
\n1994\n<\/p>\n

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I look out my window at mountains far away – they look like mounds of green misshapen clay. They remind me of a home left behind – something I don’t care to find. Yet, overseas someone’s waitin” for me, I consider her the woman of my dreams; but reality, so far away, it seems. I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[191],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1307","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-wrote"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1307","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1307"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1307\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1307"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1307"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ironwil.net\/cs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1307"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}